Like Rain

My mind never really let’s go, never really forgets.
It like a cycle, the hurt is recycled…
Ever wonder where these moments go-
They  are added to the voice in my head…

It always feel like rain,
Kind of like I’m going insane.

I just want it to stop.

When my mind works so hard to defeat me,
I don’t need you standing there trying to beat me.
I’ve have learned I can do it all my own,
As my past has clearly shown.
I’ve tried to find a way out,
Of this, you should have no doubt
But still…

It always feel like rain,
Kind of like I’m going insane.

I’m adrift in my own mind upon the raft of emotion,
Laying here in the middle of the ocean –
Filled to the brim its like I’m waiting to drown…
Until I can learn to calm down.
Yet…

It always feel like rain,
Kind of like I’m going insane.

The water begins to subside,
&I emerge no longer needing to hide.
The rain dies down, &is soon no more
Now I can even touch the floor.
No longer adrift I see the light
Even if only for the night.

I know the rain will begin again,
But there no escape, just check the chain.
So I live, longing for the eruption to end.
Maybe then, I can begin to mend.

But I know it’ll always feel like rain,
Always like I’m going insane.

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